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I'm in kind of a foul mood. Mom is in a foul mood because she's got food poisoning. Dad is annoying, as usual. It all rubs off on me. I'm like an emotion chamle...

I was in a pretty decent mood for a couple days, but this afternoon my thoughts started drifting into negative space. I'm currently at X, Y = (-4, -5), or there...

My disability benefits are up for review this year. Next week, I have an in-person appointment with the social security administration, where they'd have a doct...

I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetativel...

I have to go to the grocery store.

I need to calm down and be more rational. I'm all wound up for some reason. There was way to much noise upstairs between the TV, my dad, my niece, and her noisy...

I'm getting annoyed by the frequency of updates on my CachyOS desktop/gaming rig, again. Strong itch to install Bazzite, again. I'm going to stick this out. It'...

I feel exhausted. I'm not sleepy, but just physically spent. My forehead muscles are tense and I have bags under my eyes. It helps to relax my face and close my...

I took a nap after Thanksgiving dinner, around 3 pm. I woke up at around 5:30 pm and felt tired, so I decided I wanted a cup of coffee. I drank the coffee.

My anxiety has spiked, my brain feels chaotic, like I'm going off the rails (pun not intended), nervous system is a shaken up snow globe. When this happens, I f...