feelslog

This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

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Entry 114

Published on 2026-03-26 00:10:07 -0500 by hyperreal
I overshare on the internet. This feelslog itself is one big overshare. I feel almost compelled to overshare. Some folks may dismiss this as unjustified attenti...

Entry 113

Published on 2026-03-17 00:27:19 -0500 by hyperreal
I feel embarrassed for some reason. I don't know what I'm embarrassed about. Maybe some painful memory is trying to resurface. Or maybe I'm projecting a low sel...

Entry 112

Published on 2026-03-16 03:09:01 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm feeling negatively about myself at the moment. I had a birthday yesterday. I think what triggered these feels is the fact that I'm now 38 years old and don'...

Entry 111

Published on 2026-03-13 23:21:37 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm scared. Experiencing preemptive rejection sensitivity.

Entry 110

Published on 2026-03-07 15:49:55 -0600 by hyperreal
Once again, I'm seriously reconsidering my patronage to Proton AG services.

Entry 109

Published on 2026-03-06 00:21:47 -0600 by hyperreal
Irritability spell. I'm going to have a tuna salad sandwich on rye bread, with some potato chips. Then I'm going to meditate for a while and hope that I can get...

Entry 108

Published on 2026-02-24 17:50:39 -0600 by hyperreal
Visceral anxiety. I need a clonazepam but then I'd have to fill my water bottle to wash it down and I really don't feel like leaving my room right at this momen...

Entry 107

Published on 2026-02-18 14:12:36 -0600 by hyperreal
Life has been feeling so weird lately with my irregular sleep patterns, lack of direction, and lack of motivation to find and stick with a direction. I don't kn...

Entry 106

Published on 2026-02-12 00:46:10 -0600 by hyperreal
I'm not going to get any less lonely by continuing to isolate myself. I'm just not ready to do a trial by fire, and to be honest I don't think I'll ever be.

Entry 105

Published on 2026-02-03 00:48:15 -0600 by hyperreal
Brain is being mean to me today. Not like I can hold it accountable. Am sleep-deprived. Will probably go to bed in an hour or so, I don't know. I've got to stop...