Entry 0086

Published on: 2025-12-08 19:44:15 -0600 by hyperreal

1 min read

I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetatively with my noise canceling headphones and winter cap pulled over my eyes enough to block out my peripheral vision.

sad irritable