This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

Entry 86

Published on: 2025-12-08 19:44:15 -0600 by hyperreal

1 min read

I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetatively with my noise canceling headphones and winter cap pulled over my eyes enough to block out my peripheral vision.

sad irritable