Entry 97

I'm feeling something I would describe as an emotional shiver. This is distinct from emotional coldness or aloofness, as it is not directed outward, but is rather inward-facing. It's like a coldness I feel, though not in terms of body temperature. Adjacent feelings include: despondence, numbness, helplessness - though, these may in fact be different words that map to one and the same feeling. The trigger seems to have been rejection sensitivity.