Entry 107

Life has been feeling so weird lately with my irregular sleep patterns, lack of direction, and lack of motivation to find and stick with a direction. I don't know what this means nor how to break out of it. It makes me want to cry, but I am too numb to muster tears about it. I just get these intermittent and fleeting urges to cry without being able to muster tears. It's like the dry-heaving version of crying.

I've been thinking of going to stay with my grandma again for a few days. Maybe next week or the week after. A change of scenery might be good. It might also help me get my sleep cycle back into sorts.