Entry 117
I got a lot done today, and I've been very helpful to my family these past few weeks. I should feel some sense of accomplishment or improved self-esteem, but I feel nothing positive or negative toward it. What I feel right now is a general sadness.
One of the main sadness threads in my mind is about finding a significant other. Another main thread is about my mental disability and how it limits me and presents obstacles that are difficult or infeasible to overcome in order to live the life I want.