Archives for November 2025

I took a nap after Thanksgiving dinner, around 3 pm. I woke up at around 5:30 pm and felt tired, so I decided I wanted a cup of coffee. I drank the coffee.

My anxiety has spiked, my brain feels chaotic, like I'm going off the rails (pun not intended), nervous system is a shaken up snow globe. When this happens, I f...

I'm feeling pretty contented this morning. No major anxiety or sadness. I'm currently working on a project to get my HTTP content and Gemini protocol content in...

I'm sad, scared, and irritable. My brain is empty -- I don't have anything else to say about these feels.

This is just a test of a new workflow.

Anxiety spike. Debating whether I should take a clonazepam or not, or maybe half of one. I haven't had caffeine in two hours, so the acute effects of caffeine s...

I've been having this recurring dream where we lost our house, or had to move to a new house for some reason. I don't understand why I keep having this particul...

It is 5:30 am. I'm scared in the general sense.

Big sigh. I woke up this morning, got my coffee and cigarettes to go into the garage. I'm groggy. My dad is in there. He starts swearing at political shit on th...

Me: [Sees a post on the fediverse that contains a critical undertone or explicit criticism.]

My anxiety and executive functioning is just crap today. It's taking me forever to do things that on a good day I can do fairly quickly. I had to take a full cl...

I'm sad/anxious/scared/automatic negative thoughts. But I'm going to visit my grandpa today and we will watch our shows.

Braindump commencing...

I intend to go for a walk outside soon. I'm dreading it. Arguing with myself, rationalizing staying home. I know I'll feel better if I do it, but most of the ti...

For some reason that eludes me at the moment, I am procrastinating playing a video game. I feel compelled to doomscroll.