feelslog

This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

Archives for February 2026

Entry 108

Published on 2026-02-24 17:50:39 -0600 by hyperreal
Visceral anxiety. I need a clonazepam but then I'd have to fill my water bottle to wash it down and I really don't feel like leaving my room right at this momen...

Entry 107

Published on 2026-02-18 14:12:36 -0600 by hyperreal
Life has been feeling so weird lately with my irregular sleep patterns, lack of direction, and lack of motivation to find and stick with a direction. I don't kn...

Entry 106

Published on 2026-02-12 00:46:10 -0600 by hyperreal
I'm not going to get any less lonely by continuing to isolate myself. I'm just not ready to do a trial by fire, and to be honest I don't think I'll ever be.

Entry 105

Published on 2026-02-03 00:48:15 -0600 by hyperreal
Brain is being mean to me today. Not like I can hold it accountable. Am sleep-deprived. Will probably go to bed in an hour or so, I don't know. I've got to stop...