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I'm feeling something I would describe as an emotional shiver. This is distinct from emotional coldness or aloofness, as it is not directed outward, but is rath...

Maybe this is something else talking, but I feel burnt out on tech stuff. I think I need like a week or two of just video games and Discworld. And also some tim...

I'm an hour into the series finale of Stranger Things 5 and holy shit I am anxious AF I gotta take a break. I even took a clonazepam about two hours ago but it ...

My paternal grandfather died this morning. He had been struggling with Alzheimer's disease for the past four years. His kidneys were failing, and it got to a po...

Anxiety is through the roof at the moment. I just took two clonazepams. I might also make hot chocolate. I'll take a shower a little later. At least the house i...

I finished the three Stranger Things 5 episodes. Looking forward to the finale next week.

I 'member one time I had a Twitter friend who was also into Elder Scrolls, and I says to her in a DM "I erect the spine of greeting", because that's how Argonia...

Something triggered my rumination mode earlier. When I'm in rumination mode, I'm in a mood foul and grumpy and don't want to be bothered with literally anything...

I'm in kind of a foul mood. Mom is in a foul mood because she's got food poisoning. Dad is annoying, as usual. It all rubs off on me. I'm like an emotion chamle...

I was in a pretty decent mood for a couple days, but this afternoon my thoughts started drifting into negative space. I'm currently at X, Y = (-4, -5), or there...