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My paternal grandfather died this morning. He had been struggling with Alzheimer's disease for the past four years. His kidneys were failing, and it got to a po...

Anxiety is through the roof at the moment. I just took two clonazepams. I might also make hot chocolate. I'll take a shower a little later. At least the house i...

I finished the three Stranger Things 5 episodes. Looking forward to the finale next week.

I 'member one time I had a Twitter friend who was also into Elder Scrolls, and I says to her in a DM "I erect the spine of greeting", because that's how Argonia...

Something triggered my rumination mode earlier. When I'm in rumination mode, I'm in a mood foul and grumpy and don't want to be bothered with literally anything...

I'm in kind of a foul mood. Mom is in a foul mood because she's got food poisoning. Dad is annoying, as usual. It all rubs off on me. I'm like an emotion chamle...

I was in a pretty decent mood for a couple days, but this afternoon my thoughts started drifting into negative space. I'm currently at X, Y = (-4, -5), or there...

My disability benefits are up for review this year. Next week, I have an in-person appointment with the social security administration, where they'd have a doct...

I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetativel...

I have to go to the grocery store.