feelslog

This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

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Entry 64

Published on 2025-10-22 12:21:23 -0500 by hyperreal
ME: I'm getting a vacation in a few months!

Entry 63

Published on 2025-10-20 00:32:09 -0500 by hyperreal
Am vaguely depress ☹️

Entry 62

Published on 2025-10-18 11:52:18 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm expected to be at a family gathering today. I'm really not in the mood for socializing. I'm also constipated going on three days, which means I might have a...

Entry 61

Published on 2025-10-18 05:27:26 -0500 by hyperreal
I hate feeling like I'm being treated like a freak that people are squeamish about. The only people whom I don't feel like this around are my family. I don't kn...

Entry 60

Published on 2025-10-15 21:09:50 -0500 by hyperreal
I need hugs but I'm afraid to ask for them.

Entry 59

Published on 2025-10-15 13:00:42 -0500 by hyperreal
Searching for food on the DoorDash site, and they have Culver's and Wendy's listed under the "healthy" category. That's not quite what I had in mind for healthy...

Entry 58

Published on 2025-10-15 12:47:53 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm kind of grumpy today. And sad. I try tracing the cause of these feels and I just end up at existence.

Entry 57

Published on 2025-10-14 19:26:22 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm kind of sad. I don't know why. I did good today. My brain just turned on me all of a sudden.

Entry 56

Published on 2025-10-11 16:31:03 -0500 by hyperreal
Today I am trying out CachyOS, with the intention that if I like it, I'm going to continue using it as my daily driver.

Entry 55

Published on 2025-10-11 11:31:34 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm fairly content and in a decent mood today. The only qualm I have is that I hope my bowels will move some time soon.