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I think the paranoia is gone today. At least I don't have any ruminations or anything. I'm still real cranky and irritable. I went to the grocery store to stock...

The paranoia I had earlier is mostly gone, but I still feel it in the back of my mind. I'm also in a state where I feel depressed and unable to enjoy things. I ...

I went to visit my grandpa today, as I do every Wednesday. On my way out and during the ride home, I experienced a wave of paranoia and rumination. I started fe...

Anxiety and disorganization are through the roof today. I feel like I can't focus on anything until certain other conditions have been met. I'm waiting for my d...

I'm feeling cranky, irritable. I can list a number of external organic factors that may be the cause of this but it wouldn't be right because said external orga...

I was looking at comments on a friend's Bsky post and saw a comment from someone who ghosted me on Twitter a couple years ago. I didn't even know why they ghost...

I have decision paralysis, but I'll likely end up prioritizing them by what makes me feel better.

I have no societally beneficial or capitalistically valid purpose at the moment.

Couldn't fall asleep. Brain demons. I'll play Starfield until I start nodding out.

This time of the year always reminds me of the last day of school of 7th grade, in June of 2001. It also reminds me of the song Crawling by Linkin Park. On the ...