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Woke up from a nap with a pounding headache and goblin-level misophonia.

I'm real anxious at the moment. I took a clonazepam about an hour ago but it has not helped yet.

I'm throwing in the towel on the job hunt.

I have a strong itch to get a self-hosted solution working for my Bluebuild/UBlue images because I'm allergic to Big Tech. But I'm not thinking straight right n...

I gotta eat something but I'm mentally sick to my stomach, and I can't decide wtf I want to eat. I'm currently unwilling to leave the house.

I can't focus on anything at the moment. My brain is everywhere. Yak-shaving things in my homelab only to later decide not to use it, wasting time. A few other ...

The automatic depressive thoughts broke containment earlier than usual tonight. I slightly feel like crying but I don't think it will manifest. I suspect this h...

I tend to respond or react quickly to peoples' replies and comments (provided I see them) because this is the only social life I have lol. I'm not really ashame...

Me: It's one of those days in which I slept a lot and now I have way too much excitable energy, like hypomanic energy and anxiety. Maybe half a clonazepam will ...

I don't usually have coffee after 3 pm anymore, but I had a cup at 8 pm, and it seems to have increased the "gravitational pull" somewhat, and I am back into so...