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Not sure if "people-pleaser" is a good characteristic to have when applying for a cybersecurity-related job. Or at least not a good idea to mention it in one's ...

When people who are not on the schizophrenia spectrum tell me, "Oh yeah I get paranoid too when I have THC", after I tell them why I can't have THC, I don't kno...

Hopelessness and sadness is back. I'm not feeling up for any gaming tonight, but at least I sort of feel like doing TryHackMe rooms.

The universe sends me automatic negative thoughts as I try to play ESO. It's so cruel. I haven't done anything to deserve this. The way I look at this situation...

Me: Is she really that excited about the topic, or was she trying to make me think she's crazy/hyper in an attempt to get me to avoid her?

I'm gonna have a root beer float tonight like I did yesterday. I don't expect it to improve my mood. All I can reasonably expect from it is that it will taste g...

I want to do something that (1) benefits the FOSS and digital rights community, and/or (2) increases my employability as a sysadmin/DevOps specialist. I have a ...

There are going to be booms in the sky for my town's firework show in about an hour. I hate booms. Nor am I feeling particularly proud of this country right now...

I think the paranoia is gone today. At least I don't have any ruminations or anything. I'm still real cranky and irritable. I went to the grocery store to stock...

The paranoia I had earlier is mostly gone, but I still feel it in the back of my mind. I'm also in a state where I feel depressed and unable to enjoy things. I ...