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Feeling kind of anhedonic at the moment. Ice cream didn't help. I kind of want to go to bed but it's too early yet. I feel like crying but I'm too numb for tear...

I had intense anxiety earlier, so I took clonazepam. I'm less viscerally anxious now, but now I have automatic negative thoughts.

My brain has encountered a sleep-blocking bug. A social event aftershock intrusive thought loop. A surge of anxiety and adrenaline or whatever that keeps me awa...

Went to my niece's birthday party today. There were a lot of people. I was there for a couple hours, but went outside frequently to breathe and be away from the...

I listened to this Linux Unplugged podcast episode today. There were some clips from the recent Red Hat summit in Boston. They play a clip of the CEO of Red Hat...

Me: (gazes into the looking-glass self after 9 pm) 🧐

Earlier today I went to two different Walgreen's to pick up prescriptions. I regularly have to play musical pharmacies because one of them doesn't have a prescr...

Anxiety and sadness is bad at the moment.

A couple weeks ago, I said I was kind of burnt out on Starfield. The next day, I began a consistent streak of playing it every night since then.

My brain decided it's time to re-evaluate the theory that I'm AuDHD. I wish figuring this out was more empirical and less interpretative. It's hard to different...