This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

Posts tagged with: paranoia

Entry 72

Published on 2025-11-09 19:33:32 -0600 by hyperreal
Me: [Sees a post on the fediverse that contains a critical undertone or explicit criticism.]

Entry 42

Published on 2025-08-29 12:46:48 -0500 by hyperreal
I have a bad cold today and am taking various cold medicines, so my brain is addled. I may not be explaining this well. In fact I'm not sure if I'm even explain...

Entry 40

Published on 2025-08-13 13:53:14 -0500 by hyperreal
My brain is ruminating today, over something I'm fairly sure has nothing directly to do with me personally. But it makes me afraid to listen to something I've e...

Entry 36

Published on 2025-08-04 01:50:49 -0500 by hyperreal
When people who are not on the schizophrenia spectrum tell me, "Oh yeah I get paranoid too when I have THC", after I tell them why I can't have THC, I don't kno...

Entry 28

Published on 2025-07-02 21:04:31 -0500 by hyperreal
The paranoia I had earlier is mostly gone, but I still feel it in the back of my mind. I'm also in a state where I feel depressed and unable to enjoy things. I ...

Entry 27

Published on 2025-07-02 16:58:44 -0500 by hyperreal
I went to visit my grandpa today, as I do every Wednesday. On my way out and during the ride home, I experienced a wave of paranoia and rumination. I started fe...

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