Posts tagged with: sad

Brain is being mean to me today. Not like I can hold it accountable. Am sleep-deprived. Will probably go to bed in an hour or so, I don't know. I've got to stop...

Just woke up from phase four of sleep. Sad and scared. Maybe this coffee will perk me up somewhat, put an extra pep in my cognitive steps.

I'm an hour into the series finale of Stranger Things 5 and holy shit I am anxious AF I gotta take a break. I even took a clonazepam about two hours ago but it ...

My paternal grandfather died this morning. He had been struggling with Alzheimer's disease for the past four years. His kidneys were failing, and it got to a po...

I finished the three Stranger Things 5 episodes. Looking forward to the finale next week.

I was in a pretty decent mood for a couple days, but this afternoon my thoughts started drifting into negative space. I'm currently at X, Y = (-4, -5), or there...

I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetativel...

I'm sad, scared, and irritable. My brain is empty -- I don't have anything else to say about these feels.

I'm sad/anxious/scared/automatic negative thoughts. But I'm going to visit my grandpa today and we will watch our shows.

I haven't dealt with trolls and rage-baiters since Twitter. Today I had to deal with them on Bsky. Among them was a Bsky technical advisor with 61.4K followers....

I hate feeling like I'm being treated like a freak that people are squeamish about. The only people whom I don't feel like this around are my family. I don't kn...

I need hugs but I'm afraid to ask for them.

I'm kind of grumpy today. And sad. I try tracing the cause of these feels and I just end up at existence.

I'm kind of sad. I don't know why. I did good today. My brain just turned on me all of a sudden.

The automatic depressive thoughts broke containment earlier than usual tonight. I slightly feel like crying but I don't think it will manifest. I suspect this h...

Hopelessness and sadness is back. I'm not feeling up for any gaming tonight, but at least I sort of feel like doing TryHackMe rooms.

I'm gonna have a root beer float tonight like I did yesterday. I don't expect it to improve my mood. All I can reasonably expect from it is that it will taste g...

I was looking at comments on a friend's Bsky post and saw a comment from someone who ghosted me on Twitter a couple years ago. I didn't even know why they ghost...

Feeling kind of anhedonic at the moment. Ice cream didn't help. I kind of want to go to bed but it's too early yet. I feel like crying but I'm too numb for tear...

I had intense anxiety earlier, so I took clonazepam. I'm less viscerally anxious now, but now I have automatic negative thoughts.

Anxiety and sadness is bad at the moment.

If I'm sad and it's nobody's fault, then it's the universe's fault. But the universe doesn't have even any moral agency, so you can't really hold it accountable...