This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

Posts tagged with: scared

Entry 104

Published on 2026-01-28 06:26:33 -0600 by hyperreal
Had to take a clonazepam this morning at around 6 am. For the past few mornings I've had intense visceral anxiety. There's no reliable way to determine what tri...

Entry 103

Published on 2026-01-21 20:01:05 -0600 by hyperreal
Just woke up from phase four of sleep. Sad and scared. Maybe this coffee will perk me up somewhat, put an extra pep in my cognitive steps.

Entry 81

Published on 2025-11-27 19:07:44 -0600 by hyperreal
I took a nap after Thanksgiving dinner, around 3 pm. I woke up at around 5:30 pm and felt tired, so I decided I wanted a cup of coffee. I drank the coffee.

Entry 78

Published on 2025-11-21 18:08:07 -0600 by hyperreal
I'm sad, scared, and irritable. My brain is empty -- I don't have anything else to say about these feels.

Entry 74

Published on 2025-11-19 05:30:43 -0600 by hyperreal
It is 5:30 am. I'm scared in the general sense.

Entry 70

Published on 2025-11-06 13:08:18 -0600 by hyperreal
I'm sad/anxious/scared/automatic negative thoughts. But I'm going to visit my grandpa today and we will watch our shows.

Entry 61

Published on 2025-10-18 05:27:26 -0500 by hyperreal
I hate feeling like I'm being treated like a freak that people are squeamish about. The only people whom I don't feel like this around are my family. I don't kn...

Entry 60

Published on 2025-10-15 21:09:50 -0500 by hyperreal
I need hugs but I'm afraid to ask for them.

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