This is where I try to map my feelings to words. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril -- or your own schadenfreude.

Posts tagged with: sleep

Entry 107

Published on 2026-02-18 14:12:36 -0600 by hyperreal
Life has been feeling so weird lately with my irregular sleep patterns, lack of direction, and lack of motivation to find and stick with a direction. I don't kn...

Entry 104

Published on 2026-01-28 06:26:33 -0600 by hyperreal
Had to take a clonazepam this morning at around 6 am. For the past few mornings I've had intense visceral anxiety. There's no reliable way to determine what tri...

Entry 103

Published on 2026-01-21 20:01:05 -0600 by hyperreal
Just woke up from phase four of sleep. Sad and scared. Maybe this coffee will perk me up somewhat, put an extra pep in my cognitive steps.

Entry 101

Published on 2026-01-15 01:13:58 -0600 by hyperreal
I'm feeling irritable for some reason. It could be my disordered sleep schedule. It's not even a schedule because that word implies some kind of regularity. The...

Entry 99

Published on 2026-01-08 07:17:30 -0600 by hyperreal
Anxiety and intrusive thoughts this morning. I haven't really been bothered by these OCD-shaped intrusive thoughts in a while. I don't know why I'm getting them...

Entry 74

Published on 2025-11-19 05:30:43 -0600 by hyperreal
It is 5:30 am. I'm scared in the general sense.

Entry 46

Published on 2025-09-20 12:17:01 -0500 by hyperreal
Me: It's one of those days in which I slept a lot and now I have way too much excitable energy, like hypomanic energy and anxiety. Maybe half a clonazepam will ...

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